It is hard to believe it is Christmas again. I want you to know this is the hardest Christmas message I have ever written. Most of you know that every year I write a reflection on what Christ is calling us to. This year the reflection is based on the here and now.
Henri Nouwen tells the story of an old man who used to meditate early every morning under a big tree on the banks of the Ganges River. One morning, after he had finished his meditation, the old man opened his eyes and saw a scorpion floating helplessly in the water. As the scorpion was washed closer to the tree, the old man quickly stretched himself out on one of the long roots that reached out into the river and reached out to rescue the drowning creature. As soon as he touched it, the scorpion stung him. Instinctively the man withdrew his hand. A minute later, after he had regained his balance, he stretched himself out again on the roots to save the scorpion. This time the scorpion stung him so badly with its poisonous tail that his hand became swollen and bloody and his face contorted with pain.
At that moment, a passerby saw the old man stretched out on the roots struggling with the scorpion and shouted, “Hey, stupid old man, what’s wrong with you? Only a fool would risk his life for the sake of an ugly evil creature. Don’t you know you could kill yourself trying to save that ungrateful scorpion?”
The old man turned his head. Looking into the stranger’s eyes he said calmly, “My friend, just because it is the scorpion’s nature to sting, that does not change my nature to save.”
Many times we get stung doing ministry and trying to do the right thing. Some of us were just stung worse than we have ever been stung. I arrived in Honduras on Sunday, December 4 with two friends. We came to support Robin, a close friend, whose husband Jeff died in a car accident. Steve Holtrust, a good friend of both Robin and me as well as the Beyond Partnership Board President, Robin’s mother, Madeline, and I came to Honduras together. We picked Robin up from the hospital (she was also in the car accident) and were driving to Tegucigalpa to identify Robin’s husband to bring him back to the States. Steve Holtrust, who was driving at the time, was shot by an unknown assailant and died instantly. The car crashed but the three of us were not injured physically.

Jeff Harter
I officiated Robin and Jeff’s wedding three years ago. Robin had waited so long for the right person to come along and I well remember the radiant joy that flowed from her at the wedding. Jeff was perfect for Robin and joined Robin in Signs of Love, the ministry to the deaf that Robin started 13 years ago. I have seen Robin be used by God to transform people that everyone forgot about into Christian leaders of the deaf ministry. Like the old man in the story, Robin and Jeff sat by the river and saved many people.

Steve Holtrust
Steve Holtrust retired three years ago and spent much of his time in ministry. He was the President of our Board. He was constantly serving in Honduras by supporting and spending time with the ministries of Humberto del Arca and Robin. He also sat by the river and reached out and touched the lives of many people.
Steve and Jeff are now in glory and we feel the sting. So many people are hurting over this. Tears of pain have been shed and the hurt will go away slowly.
Brennan Manning wrote about Henri Nouwen’s illustration, “only a madman would risk his life for the sake of an ugly, ungrateful creature.” Jesus answers, “My friend, just because it is fallen mankind’s nature to wound, that does not change my nature to save.”
As followers of Christ we have taken on the character and nature of Christ and we will be stung by this sinful fallen world. Some people get stung and it changes them into vengeful bitter people. Others get stung and they simply stop sitting by the river to save because they are afraid that they will be stung again. There is no question it hurts to be stung. But it should not change our nature to save.
Jesus came into this world and we stung Him. We continually sting Him with our sinful actions. His nature does not change and He continues to sit by our river and saves us.
Leonard Cohen, a Canadian singer and poet writes:
Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack in everything
That’s how the light gets in
We’ve been cracked a little bit more. But now more light can come in. The star shined the night Jesus was born. Now may the star of Jesus shine a little bit brighter through the larger crack of pain we encountered. May we never run from the river because it hurts but always be there to save even though we get stung. As we get stung, I pray our nature to save does not change.
The true test of one’s character is what one does in times of adversity. Robin will return to Honduras and continue to work in the ministry with the deaf in spite of her suffering. God’s love in her heart is greater than the fear and pain that surround her. That is the nature that Jesus gave her. This is also Beyond Partnership’s nature as we will continue to serve the poor as before and be God’s instrument to save.
Beyond Partnership is doing well because of your prayers, support and concern. It has now been a year and a half that we have been an independent organization, and in spite of many ups and downs, we have grown stronger both relationally and financially. We thank you so very much for your part in our growth.
Eric Sanchez and Otto de la Cruz are two of the national ministry directors we work with in Central America. The light of Jesus shines through them among the very poor in Honduras and Guatemala. The Beyond Partnership Christmas offering will be used to support their ministries this year. Please read the attached and prayerfully consider helping them this Christmas season.
I pray that you allow yourself to be stung in the coming year and be cracked a little bit more so the light of Jesus shines on all you are around.
In His Love,
Steve Reed
Executive Director